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Sunday, January 21, 2018

His Journey Between.

Priest – Storm – Desert
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Monday, Jan 22, 2018

The sun was finally beginning to descend in the sky. The eastern horizon darkened to a deep saturated blue that promised a cloudless night. Though the moon was waning, still there was sufficient light throughout the evening to see for some distance. If one was knowledgable in navigation by the stars in the sky, straying off course would be of little concern.

This was a blessing to the man travelling steadily through the expansive landscape. He had set his sight on a point in the distance and had been successfully staying true for three days now. He was weary and hungry. His body was suffering but his mind remained fresh. He felt the pull of his faith, urging him ever onward. He did not hasten nor did he tarry. Though the journey was arduous, his eyes were bright beneath the hood of his cloak.

At the start of his migration, he had filled as many waterskins as he could comfortably carry, not knowing how many springs or wells he would encounter along the way. He was conservative with water consumption but knew he must stay hydrated in order to keep his pace up and his wits about him. He had no animal to provide for, only himself. His load was as light as possible while still carrying the bare essentials. He would be provided for on the other side of this desert, after crossing what most considered to be a perilous wasteland of scraggy brush, sand and harsh, bleaching sun.

His pilgrimage was one of solitude, service and certitude. He had a mission, a promise he made to his god and his peers, and he was one to keep his word. Though he was out here alone in the flat landscape that stretched unbroken to the horizon, that disappeared at the curve of the earth in the distance, he knew where he came from and he had heard tell of where he was going. Therefore, in his mind, he was simply travelling from one place to the next. His mind did not dwell on the isolation or the possibility of becoming lost and meandering until his legs could carry him no further, of crumbling into the sand and becoming a part of the stillness and eternity of the desert itself.

Although he had never seen the village he was headed toward, he was prepared to dissolve into the work. There were people there that were in need. And serving others was what made his heart beat and his blood flow. The village he had left behind boasted new irrigation ditches, a large hut for teaching children about the past and preparing them for the future, and a handful of curious and helpful residents that were newly trained in the ways of medical care, to help and care for the ill and the injured.

And of course he had helped teach them the way to salvation. His way was kind, gentle and accepting of all others. He did not consider himself a priest in the conventional tradition. His way was to lead by example, to encourage others to want to make the best of their lives by being the best people they could be. And that meant a measure of self-sacrifice that most people shied away from. He knew the quiet sense of contentment that giving of one's self and helping those in need provided to a person. He knew that a person at peace will become more interested in and accepting of that way of life, once having had a taste of it.

And so, here he was. Alone and crossing a desert to get to a new village where he hoped he could help to better the conditions and the lives of its inhabitants. His eyes were narrowed against the powerful glare of the sun but the faintest smile remained on his face as he moved steadily along.

After some time, through twilight and dusk and into the night, feeling refreshed and relieved to be moving through air that had become cooler than his body temperature, he decided it was time to stop and rest. He never slept longer than a few hours at a given time. Any hint of light along the eastern skyline and he awoke naturally. There were few things in this life that he enjoyed more than seeing the canopy lighten through myriad shades of blues, pinks, and purples before the sun broke the surface of the horizon to dawn a new day. It made his heart sing and his soul soar. He felt his faith strengthen and expand. He rarely missed a sunrise.

Down he lay, simply where his feet stopped moving, for there was no inviting feature of the terrain that might lend comfort to a traveller. He used the bladder he'd been drinking from to lay his head upon, pulled his gauzy cloak close, then exhaled long and evenly and closed his eyes.

The night passed quietly and he slept dreamlessly. He awoke rested and resolved to spend another day moving through the absolute silence of the desert. He had quickly gotten used to hearing only his breathing and the sound of his blood, beating through his heart and rushing through his ears. He checked the position of the constellations still visible at this early hour and determined that he was indeed still on course. He knew he would be. He was being guided by his higher power and he knew it would never lead him astray.

As the morning wore on, he became aware of a changing quality to the air and an almost imperceptible sound that was equally there and not there. Within a short time, before the sun had risen fully into the sky, he noticed the colors changing and the air beginning to stir. This was of no concern. His journey thus far had been uneventful, save for the heat that came both above from the beating sun and below from the blistering desert floor. Eventually, he looked back behind him. In the distance, he saw a darkness begin to rise up into the atmosphere. Where once it was a pale shade of blue, now he saw the earth-tones of a sandstorm in the making. Not knowing its direction or severity, he silently prayed for safety and continued on his way.

Before long, he saw that all around him had become a pale shade that was more ground than sky. Again he turned around to look behind him. What he observed struck fear into him. The horizon had disappeared into a darkened, threatening wall that rose up high into the atmosphere. The storm was gaining strength and heading his way. He looked around hopefully as he walked on, wishing for a contour in the landscape,  anything that might afford him some protection, but there was none to be seen. Just the continued flat expance that surrounded him in all directions. Even brush was scarce in this area. He realized he would have to hunker down, wrap himself tightly, head to toe, in his cloak and hold tightly onto his supplies until the haboob passed. Again, he prayed for safety.

And then it was upon him. Down he sat and pulled the flimsy material over his face, securing it as best he could. The wind whipped the raw edges of his cloak and scoured him with airborne particles that had made up the still landscape he had been travelling through. Within minutes, he was surrounded by a deafening roar. As the relentless winds beat upon his back, he lost track of time. He kept his head down and his eyes closed. His breath remained calm and measured and he spoke silently, words of comfort to himself and praise to the mercy of his divine ruler. His faith did not waver. His fate was not in his own hands. He prayed for the continued opportunity to spread hope and help to others throughout his life. He was at peace, no matter the outcome. The storm raged on.

Saturday, January 20, 2018

QUIET


The morning hush, devoid of even birdsong, alarmed the girl as she awoke. She stirred and rose, moving to the mouth of the cave where she'd set herself up for the night. Looking toward the horizon, toward the city, where it used to be anyway, plumes of smoke still rose and swirled, telling of the end to the way it was.

Emotion started to stir within, but her rational mind kicked in and she pushed aside the worry, the sorrow, the sadness. Instead, she thought ahead. She made her mental list of what to accomplish next, what would be needed and what would keep her moving forward. Satisfied that she was safely hidden away along an area of craggy rock and brush, she turned her attention to the necessities.

She would need better shelter. She needed food and water. Unsure of what might be left back there, instead of planning a return to those burned out remains in order to forage for what was needed, she decided to move on to the next town. She knew it wasn't far but she needed to stay off the roads. There might be vehicles scouting the area, looking for survivors. They might be friend, most likely the were foe. Stay away from those that had their violent nature near the surface. Who knows what they might do. It was too much to think about.

So she decided to stick to the woods, to move as the crow flies, toward the next town over. It was only about 10 miles. She could make that easily, no need to sacrifice diligence for speed. The weather was fair, cloudy and still, but pleasant enough for light clothing. She could carry it all with her, everything she had, and still make the distance. She was sure of it. She only hoped that she would not encounter anyone along the way. They may be friendlies but she couldn't know until she was too close to escape if they turned out to be otherwise.

Five minutes and she was on her way. She was a natural adventurer, never getting lost. Still, she wished she had a compass with her. A map would be better. The roads would be marked and she could steer clear of them rather than coming upon them and having to change direction abruptly.

Thursday, January 4, 2018

First dream of 2018

It is a Saturday morning. I have 2 weddings to go to today. Two friends, Kathy Wilson and Sarah Barkley, are both getting married at or near sunset. My plan is to attend both. I have to decide on what to wear, shave my legs, decide how to travel to both churches, etc. All the while, I am probably not as worried as I should be about how to actually attend both weddings

Kathy's parents, who seem to be of Eastern European descent, are in the living room where I am also. They are not very friendly, a little standoffish, and regard those who are not family but will be guests at their daughter's wedding. I think it may be their house that I we are in.

I am also in a conversation with Sarah Barkley. (I don't know if I am in the same location as I just was)  She is very giddy and excited. She tells me that one of her bridesmaids is not coming and would I PLEASE be her fill-in bridesmaid. She starts excitedly talking about the kind of dress I can wear that will make me look beautiful and will coordinate with the dresses of the other members of her wedding party. They are not wearing matching dresses. I tell her I have a 3 to choose from. I try all three of them on, one after the other,  One has red and black on it. We decide against that one right away. It doesn't go with her colors. The next one has aqua and cream and maybe lavender in a dreamy abstract watercolor pattern. I try it on and it fits fine. I decide against it for some reason. I can't remember why. The third one, a dress that used to be a little too tight and a little too short for me to be comfortable in, fits me perfectly. The colors are watercolor-y and wash-y also and are cream, apricot, green. It's the perfect dress. I can't believe it fits me so well and my legs look really good in it. Now I am searching for shoes. I have a pair that go really well with the dress but the heels are a little too high for me to walk comfortably in so I search for another pair. I wish I had some flats, or close to flats, that go with the dress even though it would look better paired with heels.

So now we are getting to around noon-time. During a discussion of who will ride with who, I inadvertently accept a ride from Kyle to one of the weddings. He tells me he will be back in about an hour to get me. I suddenly remember I have to shave my legs. Also, I realize if I accept a ride with someone to one of the weddings, I am stuck without transportation to the other when I need to go.

I realize it is getting later and I will have to leave soon. I am not sure whether I am going to Kathy's or Sarah's wedding first. I have accepted the invitation from Sarah to be a bridesmaid, chosen a dress and think I have some shoes that will work. Kathy's parents and family are expecting me at Kathy's wedding also. They are both set to take place at or ear sunset. I believe I am staying at Kathy's parents' house. I know she is expecting me to be there and would be very disappointed if I were to not show up. I was going to be just a guest at Sarah's wedding but, in a moment of feeding off Sarah's excitement, have agreed to be a bridesmaid. At that time, I did not remember that I was planning on running back and forth between both weddings.

I go into the shower to start bathing and shaving my legs. It's taking a long time to shave my legs. I feel like I am going to cut myself unless I am very careful. I don't think I've shaved for awhile. This is another one of those bathrooms where the shower is super wonky and the bathroom, in general, is a little derelict. (I don't think I'm still in Kathy's parents' house although I may be) I am talking with someone while I am trying to shave, I think they are in the bathroom with me and maybe there is a partition so I have privacy. I am in the shower for quite some time, not sure why.

At some point, I have a towel on my head and one wrapped around me. I am talking to people...male, I think. I am not reacting to the fact that I am nearly naked. It is of no consequence. I am in a living room. Perhaps back in Kathy's parents' house.

*I feel like there is more in the dream but it is starting to fade. I experienced excitement, happiness, love, anxiety, guilt, confusion, frustration, surprise, more (?) during the dream. It seemed like a VERY long dream.